Not good enough?

I look around and then I wonder…
Do they even see me?...
Do they even care I’m here?
Would they mind if I was dying?
Would they mind if I didn’t existed?

Am I not good enough?
Because I’m different..
Or because I see thing not like they see?
Because I’m not strong enough?
To survive this cruel world..

Is my mind slipping already?
Does this looks like I’m giving in?
I’m I letting them win that easily?..

I just wanna be alone sometimes..
To think on my own..
Worrying all the time about what there thinking..
I can’t seem to help it..
It's just the way I am..